AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Fucking hate this feeling....fuck fuck fuck............

Why cant I just get what I want...cause you live in reality stupid ass....deal with it....

Sigh....where are you miss right?? My heart is at your grasp....


X_X (Not very cheerful now)

So what do i do?

How do you describe this particular feeling...when someone(A) you supposedly like is actually going out with someone(B) else, and you cant blame A for going out with B cause you dint let A know how you felt....

But somehow you feel that instead of going out with B, A should be with you....yet you still fail to let A know how you feel...WHY????!!! I ask you why....its simple...cause you just don't want to face yourself in disappointment and failure...

So what can you do..? Just pretend it never happened and move on...and be happy at least for a little while longer....

Cheerios

Good Morning Ladies and Gentlemen

Yea that is how the speech was suppose to go..presentations...I just think engineering students are not given enough opportunity to present.....we need to present more! so that we can present ourselves not as fools later...bleagh...

Prepared some speech last night and printed them (yes thanks to a mystery someone that kindly assisted me in printing them) and cut them in small cue card sizes only to refer them at the beginning of my presentation speech. When I noticed that my tutor gave me a change of expression " Why is this guy just reading from his slides " i panicked and referred to my so called cue cards only to realize SHIT! I dont really recall a single thing and so i cast them aside and just went impromptu instead. Blabber blabber and well turned out ok...

Well at least its over for now...more to come I suppose in life...Lets just eat at CAN 2 now...

Cheerios

4:25 a.m.

The clock is displayed on the bottom right hand corner of the screen...looking at it knowing that its already morning...probably a good time to get up if I was fasting in the Ramadan season.....but Im not...and I gotta wake up at 9 a.m. to prepare for my one and final presentation...

ARRGGHHH....I have a serious problem with my sleeping order....


Watching How I die in front of my classmates few hours later....wish me luck! ;)

Cheerios

Noise Pollution

What does a study room and library means nowadays?? A place to discuss your social life while being too bored from studying or even a place to skype with your friends just because you feel like talking to them....Well HELLOOO ppl this is a place to study and not a place for you to chit chat like in the market!

If you want to do so please go do it somewhere else where others are not trying to concentrate....that is the sole reason why they came to the study room in the first place MORONS! Arrgghh...

Let me study in peace and quiet please.......or for that matter make me study!!

Cheerios

Exam Stress??

How do we define this??

Well I guess there are many ways as to how people perceive exam stress is. Why so? Because personally my definition of exam stress is the stress for being unable to finish studying and be even prepared to sit for my papers. While others are stress as to what questions might actually come out so they can ace the exams although already being very well prepared having studied every single thing on the text book and also done a few copies of past year papers, not to mention even correcting the sample answers that were provided alongside with the past year papers.

So how do we deal with it? Well no specific way, what I can say is...just be more discipline for myself and to the rest of you who are well prepared...just do your best I suppose.

Cheerios for now

Giving in

Well the title says it all...all these while criticizing about how dangerous online posts will be as there might be idiots who view your online posts and god knows what they do about it.

So why give in...I guess you can blame it a little on trend, although I'm probably lagging a few years or a decade for that matter..but it doesnt matter when you start I suppose. Matters most is what made you start and what you start will be good enough for you to even maintain it before you say its good for others.

But I guess its not trend...well the whole blog is about well yourself and so you want to rant as much as possible thus the reason for the very existence of this online self publicity or so they call the save the paper diary.. Who else better to rant all about yourself when you know that they(it, the...whatever) will never complain about being too bored or why is it alwayyysss about you...so yea I start blogging today.

Let this be a good start for many things to come

Cheerios!